Confused yet Determined

I'm still in state of confusion & lost... its day 3 since i broke my 1st racquet... I noe y i broke the racq now... Thinking about afraid to lose wad i have got... afraid tat things wouldn't be the same anymore... the tell tale signs r all out there... i m not blind... but i wish i was... so i dun have to feel it at all in the 1st place... in the 1st place i shld have never even started...

Now its time to go back to the beginning, i have lost my edge... Used to have the Eye of the Tiger... The hunger... Now i m like completely devastated... How did everything so gd become so bad???

Ugly Thursday

I wish i didn't even step out of the hse todae... Had a bad feeling i was gng to lose my temper todae... The result...

Dunno when will i ever see her again... Very messed up inside...

How BIG is your DREAM?

I came across this video todae, it starts off with... How BIG is your DREAM?

I tend realise i haven really consolidate all my tots & ambitions recently... So How BIG is MY DREAM???

I also want to find out.... Maybe become a KOREAN SUPERSTAR? Possible......

But hopefully 1 day we can all DREAM BIG & LIVE the DREAM!!!

VIdeo Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VF9s-NL2xqM&NR=1

Freak Week

Pissed off with somethings gng on in life recently... I'm in a institute of HIGHER LEARNING... Not the Military anymore... But i seem to understand y ppl said this to me last time... "It's a deadly world outside"...

But from the looks of it, i muz look on the bright side of life la... hahha! Muz find things which are meaningful to work towards... ENJOY the moment while i still can la! haha!!! 2010 perth HERE I COME BABY! hahah!!!

Roger Federer is Back!

Hopefully this a start of better times to come! Roger Federer is in tonite's French Open Finals!