X'mas Eve!!!

It's X'MAS EVE once AGAIN!!! I LOVE X'MAS!!! The cold wind that blows into my house! The Raining Season which makes it so unique growing up in SG during X'MAS... Love spending X'MAS at home since young...

What makes it special is my mum always make special things to eat for X'MAS!!!

Oh i hope it will never end!

All these years... I always loved THE CHRISTMAS SONG!!!

Chestnuts roasting on an open fire,
Jack Frost nipping on your nose,
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir,
And folks dressed up like Eskimos.

Everybody knows a turkey and some mistletoe,
Help to make the season bright.
Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow,
Will find it hard to sleep tonight.

They know that Santa's on his way;
He's loaded lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh.
And every mother's child is going to spy,
To see if reindeer really know how to fly.

And so I'm offering this simple phrase,
To kids from one to ninety-two,
Although its been said many times, many ways,
A very Merry Christmas to you

Snowy X'mas in the heart

Oh the weather outside is frightful,
But the fire is so delightful,
And since we've no place to go,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

It doesn't show signs of Pauseping,
And I've bought some corn for popping,
The lights are turned way down low,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

When we finally kiss goodnight,
How I'll hate going out in the storm!
But if you'll really hold me tight,
All the way home I'll be warm.

The fire is slowly dying,
And, my dear, we're still good-bying,
But as long as you love me so,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

Despite the nasty things they can say to me. I can go the distance.

I have often dreamed
Of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome
Would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong

Down an unknown road
To embrace my fate
Though the road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It may take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through

And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete

But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart

Like a shooting star
I can go the distance
I will search the world
I will face its harms
I don't care how far
I can go the distance
TillI find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...

I will search the world
I will face its harms
TillI find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...

My Childhood

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood...

SUNDAY!!! I LOVIN IT!!!

Had a gd week so far!!! Really have to start to do some real work soon! Time to cut back the Playing MindSet.

Looking forward to completing all of my tasks within the coming week and preparation for the interviews.

Alain Prost Effect.

Good Monday!

Was reeling from ear to ear about the F1 Championship the nite before!!! I'm gonna think of Brawn GP as a Phenomenon!!! Debut Season and they won both the Constructors & Driver's Championship for 2009!

Still rooting for Ferarri nxt Season 2010!!!

Fyp was a work as usual! But looking to tied things up real soon. And discuss with partner for more improvements too!!!

Looking Forward to Tmr! 10am to 5pm!!!

http://www.lovehappensmovie.com/

REACH 2010!

Some dreams live on in time forever
Those dreams, you want with all your heart
And Ill do whatever it takes
Follow through with the promise I made
Put it all on the line
What I hoped for at last would be mine

If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
Im gonna be stronger
Know that Ive tried my very best
Id put my spirit to the test
If I could reach

Some days are meant to be remembered
Those days we rise above the stars
So Ill go the distance this time
Seeing more the higher I climb
That the more I believe
All the more that this dream will be mine

If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
Im gonna be stronger
Know that Ive tried my very best
Id put my spirit to the test
If I could reach

If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
Im goona be stronger
From that one moment in my life
Im gonna be so much stronger yes I am
Know that Ive tried my very best
Id put my spirit to the test
If I could reach higher
If I could, if I could
If I could reach
Reach, Id reach, Id reach
Id reach Id reach so much higher
Be stronger

F1 Fever

I had alot of fun yesterday for starters, but didn't really expect it to be so scary at the same time! haha! A few cuts here and there but it was all worth the experience!

F1 fever started for me later in the afternoon! I was practically enjoying the atmosphere of reaching the F1 Entrances! This year, its alot different and very much improved in every sense! I definitely coming back to F1 S'pore nxt year as well! Beer was tempting but i resisted the temptation due to my budget constraints. Shrewd money managing is vital, i muz continue to resist!!! hahaha!!!

Talking more about F1, the cars were so darn fast and i was lucky enough to watch all right in front of me no more den 4 to 5 metres away from the barricades. Zoommmm!!!!

Looking forward to qualifying round later tonite.

Anything for you

Juz wanna think of a few things and it will be like this for a quite awhile.
This is a song which has the most meaning as of wad i can think of.

Miami Sound Machine:

Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong

I'd still do anything for you
I'll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way

I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dying
And I'd do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
But don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

I hope you find someone to please you
Someone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do
To make you happy

I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dying
You know you'll never see me crying

Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

Down but not really out

Some ppl just can't move on. Some ppl just want revenge. Some ppl just want to live on and move ahead. Well... it hasn't been a easy smooth sailing road for all of us in some small way or the other.

But like what Jim Rogers says, we need to stay focused and be determined that there isn't a finishing line always in every circumstance.

What If?

Its the 2nd week of holidays and I have got 4 more weeks of holidays left on the plate.
Learnt alot about lots of things lately, it pays to be nice most of the time.

As things go by, hopefully we can all see the sunlight at the end of the tunnel. Like wad Jim Roger says, its the hardwork that counts.

My Aspiration for 2010

I wanna go to on a trip to China, Chengdu and finally back to Hong Kong in 2010. My search for the many things i want to pursue will come shortly.

Mostly looking forward towards to the end of my 3 years at S'pore Poly. University is on my mind but not like what the majority of poly leaver's have in mind. Will continue to give me best! It's been a fun time at S'pore Poly, made a lot of friends over the years there.

Somehow I have a secret in my heart. Everything will come soon in due time. Will not rush into anything this time. Haha!!!

Tennis is the last event on my mind after Spinnovex 2009. I'm looking forward to it!!!

Confused yet Determined

I'm still in state of confusion & lost... its day 3 since i broke my 1st racquet... I noe y i broke the racq now... Thinking about afraid to lose wad i have got... afraid tat things wouldn't be the same anymore... the tell tale signs r all out there... i m not blind... but i wish i was... so i dun have to feel it at all in the 1st place... in the 1st place i shld have never even started...

Now its time to go back to the beginning, i have lost my edge... Used to have the Eye of the Tiger... The hunger... Now i m like completely devastated... How did everything so gd become so bad???

Ugly Thursday

I wish i didn't even step out of the hse todae... Had a bad feeling i was gng to lose my temper todae... The result...

Dunno when will i ever see her again... Very messed up inside...

How BIG is your DREAM?

I came across this video todae, it starts off with... How BIG is your DREAM?

I tend realise i haven really consolidate all my tots & ambitions recently... So How BIG is MY DREAM???

I also want to find out.... Maybe become a KOREAN SUPERSTAR? Possible......

But hopefully 1 day we can all DREAM BIG & LIVE the DREAM!!!

VIdeo Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VF9s-NL2xqM&NR=1

Freak Week

Pissed off with somethings gng on in life recently... I'm in a institute of HIGHER LEARNING... Not the Military anymore... But i seem to understand y ppl said this to me last time... "It's a deadly world outside"...

But from the looks of it, i muz look on the bright side of life la... hahha! Muz find things which are meaningful to work towards... ENJOY the moment while i still can la! haha!!! 2010 perth HERE I COME BABY! hahah!!!

Roger Federer is Back!

Hopefully this a start of better times to come! Roger Federer is in tonite's French Open Finals!

A unexpected turn for 2009

The end of last week on friday... I was like quite tired... So i decided to plan for this week.
Some of the things i did, i did not plan at all of coz... So well i m all in for the ride...

Looking forward to saturday!

UNBELIEVEABLE!

I sprained my ankle on Sunday (12th April), pretty banged up... Went home to shower, eat, rub ointment and den a massage therapy session with my OSIM uSqueeze PRO!

Woke up this Morning... the Ankle is Pain like FUCK........ Cannot walk.... den i settled in about 30mins... Then I decided to head to the swimming pool for aqua jog and walk...

Felt much better after SELF-THERAPY! Did lots of admin work on my com the whole afternoon.
Waited to head to Camp for IPT (Some RT shit...).

Got to Camp, had a briefing session... The PTI said: Please Guys, Run the 2.4KM trial RUN faster & we can chop chop curry POK go home!

I was like aa........ PTI ah.... My leg hor... CMI liao... HOW?

PTI looked at me... & said: eh... can u at least jog? if pain come find me...

I was like ermmmm... Let's see.... Let's TRY!

1st & 2nd round, Johnny is trying to keep the foot in place with the entire leg... Dun wanna sprain it again... So no fast movements!

3rd & 4th round. Johnny is gathering power in the body... Powering at 40%... OMG!!! WITH a SPRAINED ANKLE!!! OMG!!!

5th round is the most interesting part... I'm feeling like sebastien vettel of Red BULL Racing (TORO ROSSO)!!!

6th Round, Johnny is catching up with running buddie, MARK GE!!! Ended the RAce with timing of 17mins 10secs...

OMG! GD NITE! Went to Cold Storage to get a BEER!

Memories since 1995!

Recently i made a return to ACS(Barker). These are some pics which i took.

The Clock Tower!

The Legendary Clock Tower 2

Nice Place to have my memories of...

TAGGED BY YuFANGS.
WHO Is My Shi Mei! HeHeHe!!!

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.

B)Tag 8 people to do this quiz. Those that are tagged cannot refuse

C)Continue this game by tagging 8 other people

1.What have you been doing recently ?
Slacking. Waiting the Champions League Showdown nxt week.

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
Never did that for many years

3. What happened at 10am today ?
Sleeping.

4. When did you last cry ?
The last time i watched a Hong Kong Drama.

5. Believe in fate/destiny ?
YES! Absolutely!!!

6. What do you want in your life now ?
Be Happy! Be Fit! Have more Fun! Live Life to the FULLEST!

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
I normally take the umbrella when it rains! If i dun, its bcos i feel adventurous that day.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed ?
Read a book.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now ?
ITE sport shorts.

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox ?
hehehe! For me to noe, & for u to find out.

11. Do you tend to make your relationship complicated ?
Nope. I'm a simple guy.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone ?
nope... rarely do that...

13. What was the last movie you caught ?
Hmmmmm.... i think it was YES MAN.

14. What are you proud of ?
My Will To Survive <>

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say ?
Hehehe!!! For me to noe, & for u to find out...

16.What was the last song you sang out loud ?
LONG AGO AND OH SO FAR AWAY by The Carpenters.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
NOPE.

18. What does the newest text say ?
Hehehe!!! For me to noe, & for u to find out...

19. What time did you go to bed last night ?
3am

20. Are you currently happy ?
HAPPY! Keeping it up!

21. Who gives you the best advise?
My Mother & Dad.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
NOpE!!! Unless its favoured with strawberry! HeHeHe!!!

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night ?
last night.....
No One...

24. Is something bugging you now?
My fitness lvl...

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My close friend.

8 person whos gonna be taggedd:

1. Jos!
2. Edmond!
3. ZX!
4. HK!
5. Debbie Deb!
6. Eric!
7. Yilong!
8. Marcus!

Problems of late <>

Recently i met an old friend, & almost everything has been normalized... Those were the words i have been waiting to hear for 6mths.
The tension is gone, back to my old self. Things are looking juz fine rite now. I won't change for the world anymore from now on.

Nice to meet that person once again... Juz when i was in the pit stop for so long... Bad Dream...

Champions League

A lot of things will be puring in soon. Recently I got a problem with my head, a tension which won't go away located between the ears. Have been affected by it since the new year. My greatest fear is illness. But will go confirm it after the exams.

The New Year

2009 is a new chapter in all of our lives.

Resolution for the new year: - Why do we fall john? So we can pick ourselves up.

Things to do to avoid problems for 2009,

1. Should never bury guilt with anger, but confront it and face the truth.

2. Anger does not change the fact that an individual fails to act against agression.
Have the will to act.

3. Never fear yourself, your power which can lead to many things unexpectedly great.

4. Breath in the fear, face fear and to conquer fear.

5. Always have compassion for others.